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4 January 05

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Fear, the success killer

It’s been two hectic days since I’ve been back from my New Year holiday in Auckland. My body is still in lazy mode, but my mind is pressuring me to get things done. This self-imposed stress is deterring my ability to focus. I had so many New Year resolutions, one was not panic, two was to be patient, and three was eat less junk food. Now all the three being interrelated and all, seem impossible to put in practice. It’s finally dawned on me that I won’t be getting regular income for god knows how long, and the rigid transition from working full time to ‘working whenever’ is taking a while to get used to. Part of me is paralysed in fear again of submitting myself to the pool of losers in society. I’m seeing disturbing flashes of applying for the unemployment benefit and some one who has given up on their passion. NO! I let that happen! Despite my overwhelming fears I managed to print out 6 mail-outs to potential clients and typed my brief for SevenZest.